Hidup mesti diteruskan. aja aja! ^^

Salam. Post asyik asyik sedih, mengapakah? hehe

Okey okey. Sorry la kan, emosi x stabil kali, sebab banyak sangat masalah. Tapi hidup mesti diteruskan. aja aja fighting Hani :)

Dalam minggu ni, banyak yang dipermudahkan Allah.

Hari Isnin, ingat mahu bayar yuran asrama, untuk ambil exam slip. Tapi ramai gila orang di finance, sampai pak guard tidak bagi masuk. Selasa datang balik, sama juga. So, saya ambik keputusan pergi ja cek nama di MPH. mana tahu x masuk list outstanding finance. Alhamdulillah, exam slip is release :) Bayar pun lambat sikit lah, malas mau beratur panjang panjang. hihi.

Semalam pergi Konsert Kembara Sufi ke-9.

Dapat tiket free sebenarnya, dari Acap. hehe. TQ Acap & tahniah kerana berjaya mengadakan konsert islamik yang awesome.

Date saya ialah Amirah & Syairah. Thanx korang teman. Lain kali teman lagi ok? hehe. Lepas konsert, Amirah dengan baik hati pulak belanja makan kat mamak. Eeee, baiknya anak ni. hihi

Malam tu, artis yang datang Nowseeheart & Al-Mawlid. Al-Mawlid ni kumpulan nasyid baru, gabungan penyanyi Inuendo + VE + Ruffedge. Masa mula mula tahu pasal kumpulan ni, agak terkejut la. Nda sangka mereka dah dapat hidayah, alhamdulillah. Semoga kekal. Check out the picture:

Oh, the MC for the night is Juara Imam Muda musim pertama, Asyraf. Kenal? Tidak? Saya pun tidak, sampai lah malam itu. Sorry lah, tidak tengok TV. Sorry juga tiada pulak gambar dia.

Sangat susah ambil gambar malam tu, sebab mau adjust cahaya dia. And one more, sorry gambar artis jauh, lens tidak cukup canggih. wuwu

Exam dalam 5 minggu lagi.

Ramadhan is coming. Moga aku dipermudahkan membuat amal kebaikan.

Raya will be back to Sabah. :)

Finally lah kan. :)

I have one now:

I snap, I adore. ♥

Do follow me, I'll follow u back :)

I bought a pig.

Just a short post here.

Yeah i bought a pig. For RM7.90 only. here it is:

Yup, capture this with my DSLR. 450D, 18 - 55 mm.

still learning. yeah, i know the picture is not beautiful. But, yeah im learning babyy.

Just finished 2 test for this sem. Both are ok, since for this sem i managed to find time for study. alhamdulillah.

Life in UTP, still the same. boring, unless u find a way to make it happening: friends. Yup, friends is the only thing that can make my life here happening, as i have no events for now.

That's all.

P/S: Saya benci serangga hijau suka gigit gigit kat bilik ni.

Ayah saya atau ayah awak?

Hehe. Tajuk entah apa apa.

Fine, semua post pasal ayah mereka. aku pun mau juga. Ini ayah saya:

Ya, saya tahu dia kacak + bergaya + mempunyai badan yang mantap + apa apa la. Tengok anak la kan. ececeh, apa kaitan.

Every year, my father will celebrate his birthday with Father's Day. Because his birthday is in the 18th of June and always fall on the third week. get me right? :)

To Papa, Happy 43th Birthday & Happy Father's Day. ◕‿◕

I will always remember the time you hugs me with love ♥

I will always remember the first time u send me to school, you wait & watched me by the window. ♥

I will always remember the first time u send me to boarding school. The next day, you said that you already started to missing me at that night. ♥

I will always remember, late at night, you always enter our room just to check if me & my sister was okey. ♥

I will always remember, you always force us to say "I ♥ U too" back whenever you said "I ♥ U". hihi. But just remember dad, we always ♥ you. Just that, well you know, teenageers.

I will always remember, the time you willing to accompany me to Universiti Teknologi Petronas and burn your RM5000++ just for the flight tickets. ♥

I will always remember all the moments I have spent with you. ♥

I will always ♥ you so much. :)

Ayah saya tegap kan, ayah awak? hihi

2011, not a good year for me.

Last update: March 13. Tahniah Hani, kau la blogger terajin di Malaysia.

Yup, 2011. Totally not a good year for me. You see, some stories we always want to tell to the whole world. But my stories, maybe not all should be told to some creepy strangers. haha. ok, no i didnt meant u.

For this 2011, two things have upset me much. 1 for my 1st Semester pointer, and 2nd for my life in UTP.

For the pointer part, its end here. fullstop. i dont want to talk much about it.

My life in UTP, maybe you wonder why it upset me so much eh? Back in March, I have join an event, as one of the committees for Martial Arts Festival a.k.a MAFest 2011. Yup, again as the Head of Department of Sponsorship.

Maybe you who rarely joining an event, would say: "hey, it just one damn event. nothing much eh." But for me, this event has totally give impact to me. TOTALLY.

Then last week, i decided to quit from it. *kill me now, i dont want to quit from it. true story*

First, I have a strong reason. Secondly, yes, my parents asked me to quit from it.

I know, this will bring big impact to MAFest too. I'm the HOD of sponsors, a crucial dept. But, im so sorry. Parents are more important, and i think i have to think about myself too.

Just that, there are something that really dissapointed me until now:

1. I have lost the event myself. After 3 months struggling for it + sacrificed my study time, i just let it go like that. Sad that I will never reach and able to touch the star at the end.

2. I have lost the ukhuwah that I have build with the other committees. Not totally. But you see, it will never be the same. And now, im missing them so much. I love them. The fact that im resigning from it, just make me wanna puke. Yes, i know, some people just dissapointed with my decisions. But, idk.

Seeing them, my ex-MAFest family, make me wanna cry.

I myself, also dissapointed with myself.

To the person: I am sorry. Yup, you are the one who make me strong in this event. But then, i make this decision. All the memories with u will always remain in my heart. Even i know, maybe after this we will not become friends anymore.

I will always remember your words: "Kalau aku bagitau kau, ko jangan bagitau sesiapa tau. walaupun..." This senteces is special for me, because from it, i know you believe in me.

Our friendship will always remain special for me. fullstop.

Last word from me: I hope this event will become successful.

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Dia mendapat pahala dari kebajikan yang dikerjakannya dan dia mendapat siksa dari kejahatan yang diperbuatnya." [Al-Baqarah, ayat 286]

Credits to Farhan Zaini untuk ayat tu.

7 weeks more!

Salam semua :)

Oleh kerana ada orang complain aku x update blog aku ni. aku try lah ya untuk update 2 hari sekali ka, 3 hari sekali ka, seminggu sekali ka, sebulan sekali ka. haha. sama juga tu kan, kalau sebulan kira jarang update lah! hihi.

Back to the topic. 7 weeks more, its means, 7 minggu lagi untuk aku bergelar 1st year 1st semester student. lepas ni 2nd semester sudah. and more accurate, we have 19 credits hour for that sem! OMG! :O

Memang exhausted la tu aku rasa that semester. and FYI, our raya break masa tu, ialah masa study week kami. wth? seminggu ja. so, aku ada masa balik Sabah seminggu, then balik for Final Exam. sangat GILA itu! nampaknya beraya di perantauan lah tahun ini. sedihnya. :(

But then, my mom allready bought me two-ways AirAsia ticket this 17th Sept 2011 - 20th Jan 2012. *advance gila* mau murah punya pasal. lalalala.

Owh, aku sudah di UTP ni sekarang. blogging, tapi internet tengah sot. aigooo. malar sot bah! eh eh, bersyukur la bah kan, ada UTP. hehe.

BTW, kelmarin aunty aku *alah yang mau kasi beli ticket p SS3* bawa pergi tengok wayang. aku mau p tengok Black Swan bah tu, tapi ada cousin aku kan, jadi terpaksa tukar plan tengok Rango. nasiblah. susah juga under 18 ni. -__-

*cerita pasal cicak hodoh*

Sioklah juga cerita dia. lawak bangat! aisehhh, berindonesia pulak aku.

Bah sudahlah.

BYE :)

*internet sot* Edited:

P/S: maybe later ill upload the picture of myself donating blood. :)

Cuti pindik.

Salam :)

Malam ni mau mencarut sikit sikit.

Mau cakap pasal apa ah? hurmmmm. HAHH!

Hari tu aku lupa mau letak dalam blog. masa dua minggu before EMS2011, aku ada derma darah. yeahhh! ƪ(˘⌣˘)┐ ƪ(˘⌣˘)ʃ ┌(˘⌣˘)ʃ​​

Ini cubaan kali ke-3 aku tau. cubaan kali pertama gagal, sebab masa tu aku uzur. -_- kali kedua sebab sel darah merah aku x cukup. kali ketiga akhirnya, berjaya! :)

whatever.

ok, sekarang aku di KL. cuti midsem 2 hari ja. hampeh kan. so, tambah sabtu ahad, jadi lah 4 hari. hurm. boleh la buat makan free sama jalan jalan sini d KL. kena tanggung kan.

So, satu malam ni aku bagitau aunty aku, yang aku ada niat mau pi SS3 19th March ni. tapi aku cakap xda duit kan, so nasiblah. *time ni buat suara minta kesian la konon* haha. lepas tu, dia cakap: "boleh aunty belikan, tapi kau mesti ada kawan lah. jangan pergi sorang sorang." OMG! tapi aku mau pi sama siapa juga?!

Memang kalau tanya kawan semua scholar belum masuk kan. lagipun berapa kerat ja minat Super Junior. haissh.

Siapa mau pergi, DM aku! haha.

BYE!

Lame, tidak update. SORRY!

Salam.

Sorry sesangat lama x update blog ni. Sibuk sangat kah aku? Ok ok, aku cerita yup kesibukan di sini. Peace no war.

Aku daftar degree 23 January lepas. *Fuyohh, dah jadi budak UG* masuk masuk ja, aku memang sibuk dengan satu event ni. Event Management Seminar.

Kesibukan aku dalam event ni mengalahkan Hosni Mubarak, sebab aku kena cari sponsor. sponsor x dapat banyak pun. BLEHHH. -__- *sebab time tu lambat sudah* cehh, x mau mengaku ni bah kan x terror cari sponsor. HAHA.

Event ni 12 - 13 March. so, lepas tu saya sibuk belajar la pulak. hahaha. percaya kamu? aisehhh, betul la bah. tapi x juga la, saya sibuk kelab MAKNA bah. itu la tu.

Academic? sibuk gila babbs. memang baru sekarang saya rasa foundation tu rileks sangat sangat. UG, tiap tiap minggu bah ada assignment.

Bayangkan, petang tu aku submit assignment. balik bilik, buka email, dapat pulak soalan baru. OMG. aku x tau la dari mana itu lecturer dapat inspiration yang tinggi untuk cari soalan untuk kami. HAHAHA.

Benda yang berlaku sepanjang aku x update ni:

1. Jumpa Dr Mahathir Mohamad in front of my own eyes. :)

*wahh, posing orang muda gitu*

2. Handphone kesayangan rosak. so sad! ganti dengan handphone cikai pasal x ada duit.

*ni lah handfon cikai gua*

3. Tweet di twitter macam orang gila. HAHA. *maksud: addict la ni*

Follow me here: Hani Tiara

4. Full album of SJ allready in my laptop. yeah! \(^^)/

5. Masuk kelas Physical Chemistry, x faham apa apa.

6. Bought 3 new malay novel. RM10 = 3 books. *penghabisan stok* :D

*bukan yang di atas ni, hiasan saja*

7. Meet new friends from all around the world in twitter :)

*saja mau tayang followers ramai* HAHA.

8. Rasa rasa macam mau delete FB. tapi x jadi.

9. Managed to save RM100 from my allowances!

Bah, itu ja konon yang saya ingat.

*im dying to buy the Pink Guitar. I think wanna buy it on May!*

BYE! :)

Lambat tapi hebat. ^^

salam semua! sorry lama tidak update. saya busy exam bah. lepas tu, baru balik sabah sabtu malam tu, jam 12am sampai sabah. so, tu la macam xda masa sangat mau update. hohoho.

okeh okeh.

kalau mau cerita pasal exam saya, bagus x payah la kan buat blog. ermm, owh. kalau tengok ni tajuk, saya lambat tp saya hebat. nahh, kamu orang tau x. saya lambat update kan, tp saya hebat, sebab masa dekat exam tu saya deactivate akaun FB saya 2 minggu. nahhh. masa saya ckp saya mau deactive kan ada la bilang; "boleh ke?" belum tau janji sabah kali durang ni kann. haha

ni lagi cerita best.

masa bulan 12 tu kan. kuat la ni kunun saya belajar. tp, bila sudah bosan mengadap buku tu, mula la buka internet youtube segala. saya pun ada hobi baru masa tu, layan k-pop di youtube. haha. tp, untuk lebih specific lagi, saya layan Super Junior ja. astaga, hensom boy bah semua durang. nahh, tengok ni gambar:

Hensom kan? ^^ cute la kalau x mau kata durang hensom pun.

tapi, paling saya minat yang ni:

nahh, jangan tengok lebih lebih. saya punya. hahaha. ok ok, jokingg!

Nama dia CHO KYUHYUN.

masa dekat dekat exam tu selalu gila layan video durang. x pandai jemu. tapi, sekarang ada kurang sudah la. nanti bising mama saya x buat kerja d rumah kan. huhu

Bah bah, ni ja la update saya. astaga, banyak bahasa sabah ni saya guna, jgn kamu x paham pula yg semenanjung ni.

P/S: saya sangat kecewa bila tau kyuhyun buat pembedahan plastik. oh no. tp, xpa la. huhu

Fatin Filzati & Amirah Suhaimi

Salam. Post ni khas untuk korang. :)

Just nak cakap TQ sebab:

Menjadi kawan aku selama ni.

Sentiasa di sisi aku susah & senang.

Pujuk bila aku merajuk.

Sabar dengan aku bila aku bad mood.

Selalu ingat nak makan sama sama.

Datang ke bilik bila aku sakit sebab risau. [oh, i love this]

Datang ke bilik bila keganjilan berlaku, macam aku x reply msg or x dtg kelas.

Sentiasa cuba mengenali aku.

Cakap slang sabah dengan aku ! hehe

Isi kekosongan di hati aku, di mana bila ia kosong, syaitan / nafsu boleh masuk.

Belajar sama sama and ajar aku subjek susah.

Layan movie sama sama.

Beri aku semangat bila aku down.

Going to kopetro between classes.

Layan ke'gedik'an aku. hihi

Love me.

Paling penting, berusaha membawa aku ke jalan Allah.

TQ. sayang kamu berdua SANGAT SANGAT. :)