almost two years I haven't post anything here in my blog. bukan tiada masa, tapi semangat untuk menulis dan meluahkan perasaan di dalam blog hilang. mungkin apabila umur meningkat, masalah bertambah, lebih suka menyimpan perasaan sendiri daripada kecoh memberitahu pengikut di blog. mungkin.
dua tahun. memang banyak perkara berlaku. tapi bukan mau cerita semua di sini. jenuh la mau taip kisah dua tahun (walaupun tidak lah menarik sangat) and I don't think people will be interested, don't you?
2012
awesome year, happy moments, I survived second year in chemical engineering at utp eventhough I came out from the exam hall with blood & bruises, meh but I survived. though I failed some subject, but I managed to get rid of the sadness, and continue trying.
and the most important part in twenty twelve was I met my love one ♡ muhammad sukry azizi bin wardi. although when we met, it is kind of awkward, since at that time, hurm I don't know how to said it, but yes it is awkward. dua puluh empat jam kalau jumpa mesti bergaduh sebab dia memang jahat suka buli saya. but then how come we end up together, funny isn't? tidak payah cerita banyak sini nanti semua menyampah baca blog saya macam saya menyampah baca blog orang pasal cinta, nanti kena diri sendiri meh. nothing much, just that I will treasure this love until the end of our time ♡
2013
third year chemical engineering in utp. almost to the end. almost four years now, and my hatred to this course & to this place never grow smaller, but it keep growing even bigger. I think that's why I didn't became excellent students just like my classmates. but I survived, itu bah kan yang penting? sikit lagi ni, kasi lulus semua subjek, lepas tu terbang jauh jauh sampai sabah.
lost a great amazing best friend. okey not that someone died or something. tapi hilang di dalam hati. hilang kerana cinta. hilang kerana takdir. redha.
