Nervous.

Salam to all bloggers. :)

Currently, my blog list had increase. Syairah Nizam had just did her own blog! hooray, new comers! check out her blog. :D

Nothing much happen to me this past few days. it just, im too nervous for this upcoming event. there were too many problems ahead us. its like the problem just keep coming and coming. i cannot slept at night worrying about this man! huhu. but, i decided to chill and just berserah to Allah. hope everything goes well as we plan. pray for us ok? :)

Kak Dora had arrived safely here! another good news for me. miss her damn much! miss all the fun we had done in the early month here. and i believe there will be lots more fun ahead us. well, we do lots of things together. futhermore, we as a sabahan here, is only in a small number. so, sama siapa lagi mau cakap sabah kn? hehe.

This coming friday got islamic test. then the next week 2-8 August, my event will start. as the high committee, im very nervous. ya la, if something happen, we had to be incharge kan. takut2.

Pray for me. :)

Bersyukur tau :)

Salam to all bloggers. hihi. just some quick update, because i got time, since i cannot open my facebook since morning. frust la juga. but, maybe Allah want me to study instead of facebooking. hehe.

This week had been a hectic week for me. well, u know kan i had join an event. so, many-many works to be done. with all the class and assignments, i have to try and balance my timetable, so i will not become imbalance. hee :D

Yesterday got programming test. those who do not know what subject is that, its about computer programs. we have to learn all about the codes and bla bla. hihi. malas mau ckp. alhamdulillah, i managed to answered the test without too much problem. got la blur-blur sikit. but, hope my marks is ok. amin.

Then on 30 July, i have to sit for islamic studies test. pray for me, so i can answer the test ok? so that my father will allow me to join event again. yuhh, now he doesnt allow me to join too many event, as my pointer for the first exam terkantoi. hehe. :)

Belum lagi masuk tajuk rupanya. sorry.

Anyway, about the title. last night, i got meeting with the committee of the event. for the motivation slot, my senior had talked about gratitude a.k.a bersyukur in malay. his slot really motivated me. :)

*Aiseh, comel sungguh. hehe.*

He says that, we as the malaysian people, should be gratitude because we received many pleasent from Allah. just look at the african country and Gaza, they was not so lucky like us. so, always remember our ownself, to thank Allah, for all the bliss and enjoyment He had gave us.

Until next post. :)

Btw, kak dora sudah balik! tp, dia pergi melancong untuk 4 hari. baru mau lepas rindu. haisshh.

Love, love, love. :)

Salam. hope this post give something to anyone. insya-Allah. :)

Last night, because i was bored + my facebook status has not been update + my news feed is full of love words [dari kwn2 yg tengah angau] and currently now im reading Ketika Cinta Bertasbih, so i've update my status. i wrote:

"How do u know when u're fall in love?"

Simple as that. so, my first respond was from Dhiya Husna. she said:

"bile ko angau... asyik teringt die..... hahhaa"

Betul ka tu? haha.

Anyway, but my daddy respond is the best. he say:

"belajar dulu.. tak ada maknanya bercinta sebelum habis belajar, ianya akan merugikan sepanjang hayat kita. Jangan waste yr energy. Lepas dah kerja banyak pilihan yg LEBIH BAIK DAN BERMAKNA. Cinta masa belajar hanya cinta monyet, kalau jatuh dari bergayut sakitnya akan ditertawakan oleh monyet2 lain. Jangan masuk perangkap syaitan. Syaitan memang tak mahu umat nabi Muhamad belajar dan berjaya. Ingat tu Hani Tiara."

Eventhough, like there are warning in his last words =.=', saya tetap suka respon dia.

Actually when i read back his comment, hell yes i realized, his word are really2 true. my responsibilities now is to study. if only im thinking all about love, i waste my time & my future. like there are still lots of time in the future to think about it kan?

And sudah alang2 cerita pasal love ni. my title of the blog, was obviously: Finding True Love. someone had asked me before, why i had choosen this title. why?

Back when i started to study in UT*, i have meet a kind sister, Kak Ziha. one night, we had a talk in gtalk. that night, she told me that the greatest love of all is the LOVE from Allah swt.

Think about it, if we love a human, that human might accept or reject our love. but if we love Allah, He will never reject but only accept our love. so, that night, im determined to find the true love from Allah. thats why i give the title to my blog. not that i want to find love from any human lah. =.='

P/s: comments from my other friends in fb was totally useless accept a few of them. reminder, kalau mau komen tu agak2 la, biar lah yg ada benefits sama orang.

Missing damn much =.="

Salam. just learned to do the =.=" face. kinda comel kan? hehe. anyway, doing this post because im totally missing all about sabah. my family, my friends and all the things there. this is not just rindu2, this is SERIUS ok? remember the D.T.E project? the night before, i bursted into tears. all night i was crying [my roomate was at her friend room]. then, after the project, i got sick. ahha. im telling this not to get pity or what, but to tell how serius im missing sabah & my family. =.='

Enough with the missing part. well, just so that if someone from sabah read this, especially my friends, want you to know that i miss u! hehe. still it is hard for me to tell someone about my real feeling. anyway, it is oredy wednesday, and im looking forward to saturday. wanna know why? my roomate will be back here, hooray! im still have'nt study for my test. erkk. =.=" [love to do this face]

Pink is the best. hehe :)

Salam! currently in my room doing nothing. owh, about the title, well u can see i have changed my layout. the theme is still pink, but there are different in the posting and all that kan. i get bored with the old one. hihi.

Anyway, today i managed to finish 4 of my english works. wala! ok, fine. yup, i got nothing else to do. but, congrats me! ngehehe. still there are tones of work to be done. but, for now, i want to rest for a while. [seems like i dont have a rest at all today. u know what i meant. haha]

Just ran into Arif Ikhwan blogs, and he posted about the important of english. in university level. dont worry arif, me neither practice english before! but, u can see kan now? hehe.

I actually want a quality time here. one week for a holiday, no classes. so, i really want to get my homeworks all done. when i say all, i mean ALL. but, i always get distracted. with the internet and others stuffs. arrgghh, come on Hani, u can do it! btw, i started to miss him. u know, the guy i mentioned before. the one i like to chat with! miss him. T_T

Now, its raining heavily in UT*. want to know a secret? im afraid of the lightning. [ok fine, its not a secret anymore. hooray!] it started when i was in form 5, i dreamed something about the end of the day. owh, it was totally damn scary!!

oklah, update later. muahhs!

Mid Sem Break!

Salam. nothing much too update. but, seriously im a little bit sad right now. sem break had just began, for the foundation students, it will be a one week break! so, many of my friends had gone back home. even my roomate! so sunyi sepi here.

But, for me, i will just stay here in UT*. not that i dont want to go back there in KL to meet my grandma, but i have works to be done here. the committees of MAKNA have to gather back here on the 15th of July. so, i decided to only stay. there are also some others friends who stay back for convo and ramadhan discovery. jangan risau la! ada kawan. hehe.

Last saturday, my coursemate had done a great job at Rumah Anak Yatim Darul Hikmah, located at Gopeng. we went there to do our Down to Earth [D.T.E] project, for islamic studies. i have a great day there!

Seeing and mingles around with the kids, gave me a lots of benefits. and knowledge too. i learnt a lot from them. i was then realized, how lucky i am, because Allah had given me a perfect daddy and mummy to be with. thanks Allah. i was very grateful. it was a great job for all the chemianz! good job guys!

Zina babe!

Salam. sory didnt update much this past few days. not that i dont want to update, but no interesting story or something that i wanna share with u guys. just lots of works have to be done. but, Amirah Suhaimi had requested me to update this blog, so here i am, jotted down some words for the readers. this is for you mirah! hehe.

As for me, updating this blog, is not just for the sake to share my story life or events that are happening recently. but, i want the people that read my blog to get some informative things or something benefits. so not la im wasting my time kan, spent lots of time typing, but nevertheless my post is useless. hehe.

Back to the title, today, i had lunch with my besties Fatin Filzati, at cafe Pak Ali, the best cafe in UT*. to shorten the story, we suddenly talked about skype. u know, the chatting gadgets. fatin just knew that skype has video call. then, i told her that last night, **** was video calling with ****. Fatin reaction was neutral, but then she told me that, chatting or video call like that, is also consider berdua-duaan. thats mean, it is zina! OMG!

Then, i asked her, is sms also consider as zina? the answer is YUP! as long as the condition is: talking crap and pointless.

Recently, im not chatting or sms with any guys. maybe because since entered university, i was too busy to think about all that stuffs. last time, i cannot even seperated with my handphone. haha! actually, there is a particular guy that i always chat with. not that i like him, but i love to talk to him. he kind of remembering me to my brother. i miss my brother. :)

But, knowing about this scared me off! i will now try to control my nafsu and try not to sms or chatting with some stupid guys unless there are somethings to deal with. i can do it! FYI, zina is a BIG sin. so, think before u act. hihi.

Perubahan yg sikit dan berterusan adalah lebih baik daripada perubahan besar yg tidak kekal. :)